First Mayhem, by Killburn

First Mayhem

by Killburn

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1.	Thanks for the Suffering 05:41	lyrics	buy track
This song was created for those people that made me strong, That tried to erase my dreams and all I loved. For those bastards that one day were friends. For my girl, who helped me to carry on! I felt sad because… I’ve spent my time with you all days. And all you did was betray me very hard. All that things we did together, It seems that you did not matter the least. We shared a dream to be the men who loved her friends and never surrender. But you thought you were always the best This was your fault, SO FUCK YOUR EGO. Now you've made me suffer enough, From this long story I’ve known Who have become to be my true friends From this suffering I have changed all. And here we are now together, dedicating this song to you. Telling you that you no longer mean anything to me. Even as a friend… THIS IS NOT A TRAGEDY, THIS ARE MY THANKS FOR THE SUFFERING! THIS IS NOT A TRAGEDY, THIS ARE MY THANKS FOR THE SUFFERING! OH! Listen! I don’t want to see you anymore. Get out! Fuck you! Let’s fuck your ego and your bullshit. Life is unfair, but I've learned from it, All that I’ve done has been bad for you But I've found something much better than our past. I’ve lost the appreciation I had you, I know you'll never be nothing… without me.
2.	Journey 04:54	lyrics	buy track
I feel unsure it's hard to breathe you left this world alone Facing my deepest fears. I hear a million voices don't let me close my eyes Come grab my hand, I need you back, I need you together with me. I feel a hole inside my heart I'm right about to fall apart You said good night but the sun's still in the sky The sorrow blinds any smile. Now I'm alone in this overwhelming world I have to move on or I will fall. When the lights go out be strong. I'll be with you to turn on and show the way. What has happened to me? I'm on a journey to the past! I'm driving through the darkness and walking every dream Make me a sign to know you're fine, to know you’re fucking alive. I feel a hole inside my heart I'm right about to fall apart You said good night but the sun’s still in the sky The sorrow blinds any smile. Now I'm alone in this overwhelming world I have to move on or I will fall. When the lights go out be strong. I'll be with you to turn on and show the way. What has happened to me? I'm on a journey… And when the lights are going down I see how far you are from me. All the words that I could say, They won't be heard will go away… When the lights are going down I see how far you are from… Now I'm alone in this overwhelming world I have to move on or I will fall. When the lights go out be strong. I'll be with you to turn on and show the way. What has happened to me? I'm on a journey to the past!
3.	Burn it Up 05:17	lyrics	buy track
To be the man you want, no need to ask permission If you let the leaders rule, not slave but ain’t a free man No chains attached to me, serfdom’s not what I’ve expected Not pawn of a society, who’s treated like retarded They’ll try to step on us You’ll see just what they want They’ll take all of you have And you will be so fucked up/KISS MY ASS I’ll fly away from this hell, before it consumes me The fears are feeding up the shadows of my heart I’ll fly away from this hell, before it consumes me The tears will dry and I will BURN IT UP!!!!! The sky is full of dust, of ashes from the evil We live (in a) no future World, plenty of dirty secrets To clean the mess they caused, you have to take some action Let’s FIRE all this shit up, it’s time for revocation They’ll try to step on us You’ll see just what they want They’ll take all of you have And you will be so fucked up/KISS MY ASS I’ll fly away from this hell, before it consumes me The fears are feeding up the shadows of my heart I’ll fly away from this hell, before it consumes me The tears will dry and I will BURN IT UP!!!!! Now fly with me and don’t leave me alone Spread your wings and free your soul I need your touch to know what’s real There’s no more left there’s no more dreams I’ll fly away from this hell, before it consumes me The fears are feeding up the shadows of my heart I’ll fly away from this hell, before it consumes me The tears will dry and I will BURN IT UP!!!!!
4.	After the War 05:34	lyrics	buy track
The war is there There’s nothing we can do And I don’t want to kill. I’ve never thought that would get the time That I have to do the opposite of what I’ve always wanted. Someday will stop the people to think so? To snatch lives and loved ones for own money, and ambition. I would turn away from war. And that anyone else did it for me. Before I would prefer die, I would feel much better like this. But I have to do it for not to leave my people alone I have no choice, I am at war! Snatching lives and darkening dreams that never come Here I feel every time worst This is the real pain of war And I keep trying to see those bastards who don’t have any reason They are hurting those people who have no guilt They are forcing us to kill. This time I’ll do it, but be sure that it’s not because you are forcing me My anger… Is taking over me. I hate my fucking king He commands us to kill people there He hasn't fucking compassion He doesn’t understand the suffering I don’t want to kill a single person more I’m tired of suffering after! He doesn’t know what the war leaves… Is nothing but pain and anguish! Snatching lives and darkening dreams that never come Here I feel every time worst This is the real pain of war And I keep trying to see those bastards who don’t have any reason They are hurting those people who have no guilt They are forcing us to kill. I will continue to impose the rest of my days Trying to change this fucking system But I think this will not improve, I think that war will never ends. This war never ends! This war will never ends… Never ends!
5.	First Mayhem 04:08	lyrics	buy track
First mayhem! Now, let’s break it down, Watch the world burn, No chance to live, No chance to run! We’ll start a war, We will not hide, We will not hide! Fight side by side follow your heart. But don’t waste your clock, watching the rest. Just feel the rock and give your best, no hate no fear, no pain no tears. We are tired of this emptiness inside. We’ll shine again, now the party is on! Let’s jump to the sky and far beyond, and far beyond! Fight side by side follow your heart. But don’t waste your clock, watching the rest. Just feel the rock and give your best, no hate no fear, no pain no tears. This is the first mayhem! But it’s not the last. Here my fears to be defeated (will disappear) But I’ll be back, hope your arms will hold me still. Now I’m gonna close my eyes to reach my dreams. I need you there so we’ll scape with no regrets.
6.	Love Promise 04:05	lyrics	buy track
Wake up from this nightmare, wake up from this dream, Don’t go to the air that you can’t breathe. I’ll love you forever, your eyes all I see. But never forget the best of me. Only you should know what have left of me. Cause I felt in love to you. The air I breathe. Wake up from this nightmare, wake up from this dream, Don’t go to the air that you can’t breathe. I’ll love you forever, your eyes all I see. But never forget the best of me. With all of these moments we shared in our dreams The feelings attracted are only these. You can take my heart and you can take my mind. But never forget the best… The best of me. Wake up from this nightmare, wake up from this dream, Don’t go to the air that you can’t breathe. I’ll love you forever, your eyes all I see. But never forget the best… The best of me! Wake up from this nightmare, wake up from this dream, Don’t go to the air that you can’t breathe. I’ll love you forever, your eyes all I see. But never forget the best of me. With all of these moments (with all of this moments) we shared in our dreams The feelings attracted (with all of this moments) are only these. You can take my heart and you can take my mind. But never forget the best of me.
7.	Beat the Beast (ft. Mark Richmans) 04:11	lyrics	buy track
WALLS! everywhere, keeping me surrounded! CHAINS! on my soul, that don’t let me runaway! why don’t you test me? why don’t you let me take control? I will go crazy! I hear the roaring from a ghost! you won’t live to see, the beast inside of me you will see the end, when I’ll choke (you) with my hands I wanna leave, this nightmare, I’m feeling sick for what I have within! this is my fight, my battle, I’m not a beast and I will never be! I feel hate! ripping on my inside! there’s just death! for us!!! FIGHTS! blood and sweat, dropping from my sharp fangs CLAWS! in your skin, forcing you to let me escape! why you refuse me? why you’re denying all my words? I am your master! I am the keeper of your jaws! red lights through my eyes, showing who really I’m you will beg to die, before you feel my hands I wanna leave, this nightmare, I’m feeling sick for what I have within! this is my fight, my battle, I’m not a beast and I will never be! I feel hate! ripping on my inside! there’s just death! for us!!!
8.	This Ends 05:24	lyrics	buy track
Am I just dead, or thinking in this…? You said you’ll answer for me… I don’t know why I’m crying now, all of this pain It’s inside of my heart. You said the tears would fall of you… I don’t understand why you let me here, alone in this world when we were the happiest. You said the tears would fall of you… Let me free! Let me free. The hell was there with us. The hell was there with us. This will probably be over when I will see you again. The butterflies of love will be flying on another horizon. You should have thought about what you had, or about what you could lose, before! Why you did… Why you did this? The hell was there, and the only light was dead. Why you did… Why you did this? You called my name, and you smiled like you still great. The down had turned black, the beginning of the end. But I’ve tried to see, what your eyes were telling me. The down had turned black, the beginning of the end. But I’ve tried to say… Listen! Do not try more to fuck me! Everything ends when it starts, everything starts when it ends. The beginning is the end! (And the end is the beginning!) This ends this night I won’t come back. This ends this night I won’t come back. This ends this night I won’t come back. This ends this night I won’t come back.

about

Killburn members:

- Jona - Vocals
- Ernie - Lead Guitars, Back Vocals
- Pau - Rhythm Guitars, Back Vocals
- Ge - Bass
- Mark - Keyboards
- Dave - Drums

credits

released January 10, 2016

All tracks and lyrics written and performed by Killburn
Recorded & Mixed by Rica Productions Studio (Barcelona)
Mastered by Mark Richmans at Rica Productions Studio